living life from a birds eye view.
400mgs of caffiene, and 50mg nicotine.
will it wake me up?
on a date I had pablo by my side, a redbull, and we got a coffee. black how i like it.
“why are your hands shaking?”
“stimulant abuse, and i’ve not ate yet” I say with half closed eyes while sipping on the coffee.
"what? it’s 7pm”
“I woke up like an hour ago”
I take a sip again, and I spill some on my grey bottoms. they’re now stained. oh well.
“oops”, and I take another sip.
does she think I’m lazy?
she looks at me and sees the shiny jewelry, the perfectly groomed beard, the sapphire glassed watch, and the capped delts in the wife beater. the zigzag vein on my bicep. and i know she smells the hypnotising fragrance I have on.
she just looks at me, smiles and looks away nervously.
“your eye contact is really strong”
“it’s your fault for having black hair and blue eyes, you look like a piece of art”
not a lie. but that’s not the reason.
everything feels like a lucid dream. so I live life as if i’m wearing shades.
“thank you for buying me the water”
“it’s 50p”
“I know, but thank you”
20 mins later she’s brushing her hair and fixing up her makeup.
“you fuck me like a psychopath, are you not tired?”
“not really, but I could do with an iceberg”
“iceberg?”
“the strawberry pomegranate one next to you, throw me it”
she lays down next to me, she’s in my arms and I’m looking her in the eyes close up.
I look deep in her eyes and there’s a familiar look back at me.
it almost looks manic.
pupils dilated, eyes wide with a look of awe.
this look always throws me off a little bit.
fuck, she’s crazy in love.
she looks at me the exact same way that the last girl obsessed with me did. and she’s led in the exact same position.
it feels like deja vu.
then she says something very interesting…
“your eyes look soulless"
the last girl said the same thing, but differently.
“the way you look at me is like you have a god complex”
clearly it works. they’re both laid up with me saying this.
but the convo went a little bit deeper.
“why do you always seem so detached?”
I can’t tell her that i’m living in the end and i feel like this is a dream because it’s all a temporary loading screen to the next stage of my life.
so I’ll just tell her “I’ve always been this way”
of course she’ll try dig deeper and know more about my past.
but I don’t know the past, everything’s a blur. it’s the future that is due to come.
i’d rather her open up about the past so I can see how’s she’s ended up laid up with d42. there’s always a cause and effect. I want to see what appealed to them so I can increase my conversion rates with the next one.
it’s like a feedback survey to find out why they “bought” so I can use that emphasise that selling point to get more sales.
I feel like a chess grandmaster, there’s the thinker behind the thinker in me. and he’s tactical.
as in everything in life… it’s all a game or trial and error.
your new sales page doesn’t convert well? find out why. make the change. repeat until you strike gold.
as long as you keep applying pressure, you’re due to burst the pipe.
think ahead. Imagine you tested 1000 different products. one is due to be a winer.
imagine you you made 1000 sales calls offering a high ticket product. one is due to be a close.
sure, the higher the price the harder it is.
but it’s also a numbers game.
if you have a service you sell for £10,000 and you make 10 sales calls? likely won’t convert.
but if you make 1,000 sales calls? one will convert.
not because of the law of averages. but because you get better, and better.
then you’ll start getting a conversion every 500 calls. then 250. then 100.
it’s all a numbers game. but it’s a game of trial an error too.
before you do anything next. do 1,000 of it.
you can’t ever have doubt in your mind that it wont work. because you know it will.
as long as you do 1,000 of it.
the games easy. just look at it from a birds eye view.
you can’t fly. but you can.
it’s all perspective.
stay busy.
d4”2busy”
Fire as always. I wonder how your gums are with so much iceberg etc. How are you managing it? Cause id probably have no gums left
Good as always 🙏