selling identities & manipulating the death drive
from a young age i realised that girls like to be hit.
so i started.
and used this mechanism to make thousands.
terror management.
dont like spilling this because it’s the basis of all my knowledge.
simple.
we do pleasurable things to avoid the unpleasurable realisation that you’re nothing.
notice how people do things just to forget they’re real?
thats what makes money.
it comes in different forms.
could be self harm.
could be hedonsim.
it’s still all the same end goal.
forget you’re real.
buying a rolex but you dont buy it for status.
thats the recycled “psychological manipulation to make money” that people tell you.
the real reason they buy it is to confirm to themselves that they’re not just another animal waiting to die and they are important.
they’ve tested this in labs.
remind a man he dies and the rolex ad starts firing in his head.
runs the other way too: get a man thinking about his savings and his measured fear of death drops by a third on the scale. money is literally a death drug.
layers to this. proving their worth to the world. could link back to a missing father figure. could link back to their ex. who knows. but it happens.
but it’s deeper than that.
learnt this when at 16 years old i slapped a bitch while i was hitting it and she said keep doing it.
baumeister wrote the paper on that years later. masochism as escape from the self. pain collapses the identity she’s tired of carrying. i found it at 16 before the phds named it.
made a mental note of that and found a name for it…
dissolution.
the girl who cuts isnt chasing pain either. she’s chasing one feeling instead of all of them. pain is the loudest thing there is. it deletes internal dialogue.
baumeister has another paper. suicide as escape from self. everything always links back to an escape from keeping up an “identity”
so you either sell them an identity. make you so powerful that you are above the world and nothing can hurt you. or you sell the feeling of being in the dark where nothing can hurt you.
freud talks about an “oceanic feeling”
imagine you’re laying down in an ocean afloat with no shore in sight and no worries in the world.
thats what everyone chases. a mind at peace. or moreso a mind with absence of chaos.
a mind that doesnt have to keep up an identity and just exists.
mixing ket and coke to reach the state of equilibrium where nothing pushes or pulls.
i do the same with two armos, mexidol and selank so i guess im no different..
that state of blissful focus is unmatched..
you get “lost” in the work.
or in the gym. meldonium so the lactic acid stops building up in your shoulders. nandrolone so you dont need to worry about injury. test hgh and reta so the mirror releases dopamine by proximity.
everyone chases this feeling of peaceful bliss in different forms.
and i’m even entering this state rn knowing that i’m about to reach flow talking about this
theres a declassified cia doc on syncing the brain hemispheres to reach that state on command. gateway process. it’s public. go read what they were doing.
look around and you’ll see how its weaponised.
shops that have music and smells that get you lost in the experience.
cinemas/theatres that get you “lost in the experience”
course sellers which sell you the image of a v12 so loud it silences your thoughts.
writing copy for a nightclub would be so easy. they turn the lights off and the bass up until the self cant hold its shape. the door fee is four hours of not existing. would be so easy.
they sell it by saying “get lost in the experience”
casinos. have no clocks no windows no visible exits. smell like oud for greatness.
time is the thing that kills you so they delete it.
and the guy who spent years on the vegas floors found the machine gamblers werent even playing to win. winning irritated them. it interrupted the zone. they were paying, by the hour, to not exist.
scrolling at 2am when your eyes are burning. lights off, eyes closed, gone. sleep is practising being dead and some part of you knows it, so people do it and don’t want to close their eyes because they know next day they have to go to their job and talk to their wife that has tragic labial folds.
everyone, me and you included chases this “state” of forgetfulness. just in different ways.
i remember back home i wouldnt eat and i’d take all the cognitive enhancing supplements under the sun and stare at the letter S on my keyboard in the dark until my eyes would get fuzzy and zoomed out and then i’d lock in for 12 hours forgetting to drink or eat, along with the mild headrush from cjc1295 and ipamorelin. but we’ve moved on from that because nothing compare to growth hormone.
some people like you and me like to get lost in something that builds your life and that will enhance the experience 100x because you can go to sleep without music or a video playing.
but most wont. they want to get lost for the sake of getting lost. which is why foods are engineered to perfectly encapsulate your taste buds so your mind focuses on nothing but the thing in your mouth.
fat bitches arent fat because they love food. molested as kids. no matter how “pretty” her girl friends say she might look when she loses weight but they won’t do it because it’s “armour”. of fat cells.
call them cash cows because they can bring you a lot of money if you know how to play your cards right and sell a fitness program to them 15 times with a “new easy safe” method and you can milk the cow. because she wont ever stop producing it until she does some jungian active imagination.
or sell it to the guy who dreams about putting his head down in the dark and working 16 hour days. because he’s got some mental baggage too. thats why he wants to get lost in it. he’ll win. but stay vigilant because you can crash and burn if you’re not operating from a birds eye view and from the depths.
notice when you “win”. get an annual pay in full noti on stripe. and you’re empty after? it’s initial excitement then it’s “what now” after. so you keep chasing it. which is a great thing. thickens your wallet.
it was always the process. the day the chase ends you’re real again. so you set a bigger number. i do the same.
it’s possible to turn dark to light if you turn trauma into money. and it’s like playing with string puppets made by cia mkultra themselves.
the only real question in the whole game: does your product make him forget he’s real and leave him worse with an empty wallet, or forget he’s real and make him dissolve into a “higher status” version of himself.
both can print money but the real results keep printing. since after all they buy with emotion and you make them stay with logic. simple.
with girls its easy. they’re not all traumatised but most of them are. and other than that they cant really “think” anyway.
make her feel like a little girl and she’ll want to stay with you until she’s old.
and give a young male customer a reason to get old by selling a legacy and he’ll use his student loan to fund it because he can get lost in the future where things are better.
for better or worse? who knows
all i know is to study your market past the surface.
into the depths.
…and from the dark…
money appears.
stay busy.
d4”2busy”
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